all i needed all this time

11Sep08

You know, it’s an irony because i haven’t been sleeping at all. in fact. i didn’t sleep the whole night. i woke up from my nap at 4pm, and went for lecture. and since then i’ve been awake.

why? because aftr supper, and playing mahjong with my dear block mates, then having a short talk with a good friend, i went to my bed at 4.50am?

i laid in bed with my eyes wide open. thinking about everything that has happened thus far, and everything that i’m supposed to be looking forward to.

that’s when i started praying. and everything came rushing out. i realised i’m not going to be able to sleep tonight. what with everything stuck in my head. so many concerns, worries, thoughts, thanksgiving. i decided, you know what. i’m gonna spend the rest of the night with You Lord.

so i took my bible, my books, and a pen. my keys and my water bottle and went to the TV room. i sat there, and i wrote, i prayed, i just spent the whole time with Him, talking to Him, pouring out all my worries, all my frustrations and concerns.

it was amazing. and right now. i feel so refreshed. really. sometimes we forget the power God has, but tonight. After spending it from 5 till now, i feel so refreshed, although a little tired physically. my mind is just so at peace. so joyful, so calm with His love.

and as i’m typing this, i can’t seem to keep this smile from going off my face (:

thank you Lord, for sustaining me through the most memorable night in hall as yet.

and pray that eveything i’ve prayed about stays close to my heart as i take the next step forward.

youu were all i needed all this time to turn my life the right way back again.

love,

beckyc

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